shellfish makes me cry.

I am not too positive why I wrote anything yesterday.

None of it made sense.

Anywho.

Dear friends and family,

I need your support.

This is my journey of becoming a single mom.

I dont know how this happened or why,

but its happening.

I am in a fragile state.

The sample lady at walmart asked me if I was alright.

I don't blame her.

Normal people don't burst out crying in the seafood section.

I think I knew this was going to happen.
But I never prepared myself correctly.

So now I have this beautiful baby boy that I have to raise basically on my own.

No job. No house. And my wallet is empty.

I can do this. Desmond is counting on me.

For now, I just need prayers.
Lots and lots of prayers.

Maybe advice?

I dont even know what I need right now.

except prayers.

Thanks everyone...
...I still dont think I am making any sense.